I AM ENOUGH

 In the moonless night,

when the thunderclap makes fright;

I sat in my room, staring at the sky:

To mute all for sometime,

tuned on the melodies of all-time.

Heeding the huge downpour,

I remembered the old me:

struggling within, with loneliness;

same like a wandering bee

 buzzing questions within me.

"Does everyone's absence really makes me happy?

Or do I just pretend to be?

When I have zillions to confess,

why am I choosing stillness?

Is this  meant for...?"

Two wise men, named: Time and Knowledge,

finally helped me to judge.

Yes! I flew though always directed by all:

Yes! I laughed though not heartfully always;

Yes! I wanted to deny though agreed for all;

maybe yes! I wished to leave though couldn't,

only just because am not all!

Realising thereof, I parted my ways,

from all that prisoned myself always;

the  biggest lesson I h'd learnt,

by picking loneliness as my part:

"More than anything, more than anyone;

Peace is the ultimate blessing."

If something brings such inner peace,

it will never leave, in that lonely phase.

All these seemed like a rising dawn,

crystal clear after the clouds were gone.

Than ruining this blessing for all,

I decided, I am enough, not all!